I hate emotional exhaustion because it takes so much more out of me than any amount of physical exhaustion ever could. Part of that is because I put so much of myself, emotionally, into almost everything I do.
I'm so glad I didn't get married when I was 19 like my ex fiance and I planned when I was 17. Not only would I not have been ready for that, I had no idea what I wanted. Okay, no idea isn't fair. I can see parts of him in almost all of the guys I've dated since. I obviously had some idea (provided that those parts aren't what keep causing these things to fail, hahahahaha). But seriously, it's a refining process, and I just have to stick it out.
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